Our ventilation just went off

Huhuhuhu.
The aircon just went out for 2 days now. With this kind of weather i hope that the aircon will be the last to go in our room. My Nanay has been contacting someone to fixed that aircon. And im hoping that its was just a simple problem else worst comes to worst we just have to buy a new one. That will cost us a lot of money.

Hay!!!
MONEY always money matters.. I thought love can make us alive according to a song but these past months its been all about the money. Hoping that one day people will realized that its not the money that is keeping us alive its the love for one other that makes this world go round and round. But i know that all of us, in our inner side think that its love and not the money that giving us the happiness in our lives but come to think of it our ways and deeds its always keeping us for not living LOVE but loving the money. Guess its just a human thing. Thinking that material things are the one that will make our loved ones happy. Well, I remember when i was young. Things are just simple, as a child your only concerns are like; what kind of pasalubong(this is usually a take out food) will my Nanay got for us? or what will i buy with my allowance in the canteen? and so on. So many petty things that will make a child smile.
I knew a friend who is taking pictures of her money, from Peso to Dollars to Euros. She will always make it a point that she will put all her money in the bed and take a picture of them before she spend every single penny of it but the weirdest part is posting it in her friendster account. Sweet...
Just remember that Jesus told us to live life as a child. Imagine all people living that way maybe we will be in the next Heaven. This is just my opinion in my own blog. Im not exempting myself on all of this issues i posted in this. People needs money to live but we have to consider if these things can make us happy. I'll always thought that we are responsible in our own happiness.

Hope ill be responsible too on my future in my OWN ways....

Im still excited in my future..

Seems that nowadays i was so excited about my future. For the last few months i do not have any plans yet all i want is to be stable but still do not know how? Why? becoz i was so busy thinking about my past. Still have to move on until i came and see a blog that opened up everything for me. Coz i was deceived and i was so ignorant about life then. But now im stronger much stronger than was before.

But now my future is waving back at me with so much color on it. I was so happy that i even try to scream out when i was inside the bathroom why again? because i never told my family about my future plans till all my plans come to life. Secretive no just im just realistic about it.

Got to go.. its dinner time already.. Maybe ill try to update this tommorrow.

Living my life as it was before?

Hmmmppp still thinking what to write?
Think ... Think... Think
Bwahhh... Where's my first writings just when out after i highlight everything...
Too naive of me...

I was thinking now to buy a new digicam for this blogsite but im was wondering where can i get the huge amount of money for me to be able to buy a nice one. hehehe. But im thinking the most if i will sent my CV to my agent for me to have a new job or i sent it to my college friend instead or will just wait for calls because i have updated my resume in http://jobstreet.com.ph or finish my contract with my existing company. I work as a contractual employee and deployed in one of the largest computer company in the Philippines. As a contractual employee i need to pay my company some of money if i will never finish my 1 year contract with them..

hay!!! decision making sucks a lot..

Im poor with it. Maybe someday ill be good.

But i still cannot resists my agent's offer but i was wondering if i will pass the interview got a lot of hoping that i will.

Hope after i finish eating my twin popsies (this is a joined popsicles ) i will also finish this entry hehehe. But twin popsies are too expensive nowadays. It was 25 pesos? What!!!?? When i was a child there was a time that me and my siblings was hooked up with it, its was only 5 pesos. I remember buying 2 to 3 twin popsies and finish all of them in one eating while hiding because im sure that if my siblings will find out that i have twin popsies they will asked me to give them a stick. too childish? hahaha.. BAD GIRL indeed.

Again, There was the sticks of my popsicles lying in the trash bin. Brrrppp.. Hope i can take a picture of it. Back of thinking of buying a new digicam just like what Momi Wends have. Its a Canon brand with 10 megapixels.
Im planning on buying a Sony cybershoot one but again to expensive for me. Should i use my credit card in buying? Hope i have a lot of money and learned how to be a thrifthy buyer instead a impulse buyer like i used to be. Got a lot hoping and praying this time around.

For me, to not experience rainy days again. hahaha.. Guess you are thinking that i spend my salary on such lame things. Well, your right and your wrong. First i spent a lot of it, in things that gives me energy, food. You think that im fat, well im not. Friends and families think that im thin they do not knew that i was eating drastically, a lot of oil and carbo and caffeine in take because of fast foods and junk foods plus a hot coffee addict. 2nd i spent them on materials things such as pants, t-shirt and many more. But sometimes when i become a impulse buyer i just buy without thinking if can i use it everyday. Did i told you that i watched the "CONFESSION OF A SHOPACHOLIC" for me to know if im really a shopaholic well im not again. I just brought a thing or two if im stressed out. Im paying my credits on time.
Got to park my pen. My Nanay needs my assistance. Till then.