Small and Sickly and Stressed

Small i know im small. But they told me im cute(they just told me, again this is my blog i can everything).

Sickly, I became so sickly these past few weeks maybe because of lack of sleep and a clogging ears because of colds which is so typical with me that is why i hate colds. Colds kills me, the middle part between my jaws and ears ache. I guess i also got a slight fever and a lot of body ache. Still not feeling well. I guess my 2 days sick leave every Monday is enough. Monday sickness but no just sick i guess.

Stressed, always work issues. Since we are now few in our team, we just have to stick with the lousy schedule
to be able to accomodate the work. Maybe this is also one of the reason why i got sick these past few weeks until now.

Last Sunday, after work i was so sickly i almost vomit inside the bus but because of mind controlling i never did.

Thank GOD i got home in one piece.

At home, i just do my night routine got to sleep even my Nanay is pushing me to eat something. I wonder why when im sick i do not want to eat. I was so afraid to sleep that time because i afraid that i never be awake the next morning. Silly isnt it but that was i felt back then. The next morning, I ate around 3am and go back to sleep then around 9:30am go to the doctor.

Dr. Tan, the best doctor in town. Hope my doctor never mind if i say my thanks to him thru my blog. hahaha.

Found out that its just an allergy problem, a 30 day treatment. Worst of all, i got a flu shot. Why? I am afraid of injections. I felt i was a child when i got the shot because my Nanay and my doctor is very eager to give it to me. This is what happened, my Nanay told the doctor that i was commuting to work every single day so i needed protection so badly from A(N1H1). You know the scary air borne flu virus affecting almost fifteen thousand people around the world and killing almost 150 people. With that signal Dr. Tan opened his bag get the injection,anti flu liquid, cotton and alcohol. Put the liquid in the container and pour alcohol in the cotton. Put the cotton in my upper arm and without hesitation injected the anti flu at that part. I can even see my Nanay standing in her sit and i was thinking that she will hold me if i declined to be injected. See, is that a sweet thing my Nanay did to me. And ouch that cost me pain and 1,500 pesos. My arm was aching for almost 3 days.

Mind you, I think i have insomia eversince i got sick but i was happy i have overcomed it today. I almost drink all the milk in our ref and drink almost half of honey. hahaha.

But because of what happened I was able to appreciate my family so much.

I LOVE YOU MY FAMILY!! I GUESS I CAN DO EVERYTHING starting today to make you happy. I guess kisses, hugs and i love yous are not enough for me to show appreciation.