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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Monkey in the year 2010

I was browsing now for the Wood Monkey signs for the year 2010 but this was the only things ive seen.

Monkey Traits 2010,Chinese Monkey 2010 ForecastMonkey Borns: (1908, 1920, 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992. 2004, 2016)

Best Monkey Compatibility: Pig, Monkey, Rat
Worst Monkey Compatibility: Tiger, Dog, SnakeMonkey

Positive Traits: Faithful, Successful, InventiveMonkey
Negative Traits: Careless, Gullible, Immature

General Monkey Chinese Horoscope 2010:
According to Monkey Horoscope 2010, these people are going to face some difficulties in the Tiger year 2010.There are chances of these people to have conflicts with Horses and Tigers in the Tiger Chinese Year 2010.Monkey Horoscope 2010 also predicts that these people need to avoid getting to emotional in the coming year to maintain their mental peace and save their relationships.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Pesto + Roast Beef Sandwich

This is the 2nd all girls' day out in my team.

Though we are exhausted about everything happening right now. A good food always makes a stressful soul satiatied.

Well, If everything was not good, do i have to give a damn thinking about it?

Hope, next time we will have another round of it. Hope it will be free again.

Monday, October 5, 2009

KIM BUM in Manila

I love the character of Kim Bum or Bumi in Boys over flowers

NANDITO AKO (Nagmamahal sa 'yo)

My Nanay loves Aljur Abrenica and Cris Bernal but i dont why?

Sunday, September 27, 2009

ONDOY

A facebook shoutout tells " When it rains it pours.", nature is still unpredictable and one of the strongest in this world. We should not intervine with nature, we just go with the flow.

Last Saturday i was not able to go to work because of the signal number 1 storm named ONDOY.

Ondoy was a history in the Philippines. More than a day raining that cause a lot of damage in Manila and other areas in Luzon. Left more than 200 people killed and millions of property was destroyed by Ondoy. Millions are stranded. MRT and LRT was 24hours open.

People in all levels were affected by this natural phenomenom.

Although Ondoy passed the Philippines in a most tragic way as it was reported. On the one way or another i think theres still some lesson learned and values that were taught.

Ondoy taught us that family should come first in all aspect in life that family is still the reason we are able to work and be responsible in everything we do.
Humanity in one way or another is still thinking of other people's safety. As we are not that affected we are still praying for those who are affected by Ondoy.
Eventhough, you are the most richest person in your place, you still need other people's help.

I supposed that there are some weird lesson learned in Ondoy.
First, to those have money to buy a boat, rubber or not, you should at least have one in your house.
Second, those who have cars, next time try to tie your car so you will find them in no time. For them to not floating somewhere that will cause delay on the rescuer.
Third, stay home than go to work. So you will not be stucked somewhere else.
Fourth, buy a lot of food and drink so you will have some when storm came, you still have something to chew.

I will be thinking a lot of things to remember during such storm.

Friday, September 25, 2009

SURROGATES..now showing

Now Showing


Well, I have watched this movie 4 hours ago. Want to blog it already to give a synopsis plus a grade..hehehehe.

I was looking for a great synopsis of this movie in the web but to my dismay all i found was lame synopsis. So im giving my own again do bare with me.

The movie started with how the Surrogates where founded 20 years ago with the used of a monkey. Then history goes, other people like them others don't. They say surrogates can be a great help in human kind specially in military operations. There are part of the country where surrogates was not allowed, these part was led by the prophet.
Then the next scene, a college student with a GRO surrogates killed in a bar, operators of the surrogates was also killed. Tom Greer who is played by Bruce Willis and Peters played by Radha Mitchell was both FBI agents who responded on this crime.
All surrogates have microchips where identifications are installed.
JJ Brown who was the GRO was a operated by big man can i say he was a gay while college boy was the son of Lionel Canter who is the inventor of the Surrogates.
Lionel Canter got a lot of surrogates.
VSI or Virtual Self Inc. is the company who is producing surrogates, this is also the company where Lionel work and was terminated due to some legal reasons.
As the movie goes on. Tom discovered that the killer was Stricland who had a billion dollar gun which was created by VSI for the military, he also experience this gun by himself in searching for Strictland on the prophet's place, his surrogates was killed there.
Maggie, was Tom's wife. She never talk to him personally due to the lost of their son.
Tom's part of the country where run by surrogates all people are surrogates except him who had lost his surrogate.
Tom have to go to the phophets place in search for Stricland who was already killed by the people of the phophet. Phophet was also a Canter surrogates. Canter also killed Peters to be able to get the gun, to go around the FBI facilities and to Bud's hide out. Upon these he learned that the government and VSI got something to do with his son's death so he revised a plan to eliminate all surrogates plus the operators. Because Lionel thinks that surrogates kills human beings.
Bud who is the only human in the FBI who had all controls of the surrogates.
The act where Peters was already in Bud's office and ready to eliminate all surrogates. While this scene is taking place, Tom goes to Canter to confront him. Canter killed himself during this confrontation so Tom have to take over Peters surrogates to be able to help the man kind during this time. He asked Bud what to do to be able to save the operators. A yes or no decision came to Tom, this is where he had to saved the surrogates destruction but he decided to go on with it. Imagine billions of surrogates were destroyed. Operators were coming out in their house because of this phenomenom. Since the inventor was already death there is no way the surrogates can be fix.
The ending Tom got in their house and find her wife in their child's room and hug each other.

I can say that story was not that deep enough to woo clients to their seats. As a viewer i can say that this is just another futuristic story which can or cannot be watch. I was hoping more visualizations. But infairness, imagine you having that slender, sexy and perfect body and face, who wouldn't want a surrogates herself. hehehe. Guess, perfection was the main reason why such movie came out.

When will we have a surrogates? Maybe in the near future. It is more likely be funny to have one.

This is a tough story to give a synopsis which is identifying a third persona. Hope i was able to give a good one.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

I fear you

I fear you..this is the first time i fear someone who is not even my family member or a GOD.

Yes, I fear GOD, I fear karma and I fear that people will hate me especially my family.

But the fear i feel is what i called a real fear. I hate the fact that for so many people in this world i only feel this to you. I hate myself for having this inside me, it so negative.

Im wondering if i do push you in this situation. I wonder if i said something that hurt you a lot.

If your asking me why?
Because you can actually hurt me physically, that i can never say a word now thinking that you will be so sensitive enough to think that im telling it to you indirectly, but to me it was just a simple conversation with me and others.
That inspite of me, telling others that your such a good person and that me, telling them that you have a good point in every negative arguments about work and that me, not giving any negative feedback to you in all my conversations with others concerning you. Im still thinking that we became friends in the past, that i known you for just a while but now all things were totally different. All black and blurry...

Why im not talking or go near to you?
That's because i dont want to. I dont want to be your friend but im not closing my door of my friendship to you but not now, maybe some other time or maybe someday it will open itself. I never go near because i dont want you to give me any negative feedbacks that will lead to this kind of feeling i have now. Or getting another negative email or feedback from you accussing me and telling me that i was so damn bad that it was my mistake by telling this things and that. All i want right now, is just a officemate relationship to you. Just simple hi! and a simple chat about work thats enough to me. Im not the kind of person who will smile and be good to a person in a blink of an eye. How can you be so good to someone if you know that person i not your friend.

I asked people around me what will i do to stop this emotional black mailing or this reverse psychology or which ever word you want to put to this kind of torturing you are throwing to me.

Why cant you just moved on...Why cant you just leave me alone..Why can you be just be nice to accept the fact that you have your life to live and that you have family to love, that you have somebody who love you inspite every thing you have been through and that you have friends to put a hand on your shoulders whenever your down.

I dont know what you're thinking i just what to tell you those things right in front of face but im afraid. I could get a kick from you in doing this so.hehehehe

I hate the things you have told me this morning. I was just telling to a person how good he is. That he is willing to set aside his aching tummy to do the work done.
Is it nice?
Complimenting someone positively and yet you told me that im telling that to you negatively and that you want to physically hurt me.

You know what?
im not used to that kind of situation and i dont know what will i act or tell to you and that all possibility of friendship was drained to me that time. I also feel that you were the most bad villain i ever known in my life. That you were the serpent who will let me lose my temper and someone who will put me to hell but still i remember my family and friends to love , my problems to solve, my career to push, my life to live, my future to plan, my someone to take care and love and most specially, my attitude to be put in a good side so santa can give me a gift in christmas because i was a good person.

Im not into cursing nor shouting. Im more on a silent type of person when im mad.
Actually, Im not mad of the past things, Im just mad of the things you are doing today.
Especially you accussing me of things ive never done. Im not even into explaining nor talking about every thing i just want it to passed me like wind touching my face and because those were just yesterday. And you can never erase what you have said and do. All we can do is let them passed you. ive learned that lesson to you and i thank you for that, and i am.

But please next time, do remember that im not your sacrificial lamb.

Well, thanks for this blog that i was able to remember things. Things that ive learned from you, things that i will never do next time around.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

KIMMYDORA (Kambal sa Kiyeme)

Last Monday, i was able to saw the movie KimmyDora by Eugene Domingo. Who is one of my fave comedienne in Filipino movies as well as to the teleserye which ever channel she is with.
I fond of watching her because she so natural in comedy...Thinking of her makes me laugh until i die. Just joking.

Go Dong Hae..
This is the Family name of both Kimmy and Dora which in the movie consider one of the finest, richest tycoon in the Philippines. Dora and Kimmy have different personality.

Dora, is a special child, she was born in the toilet mainly in the bowl just like a dog. She's to respectful, obedient, loving and kind yet so shopaholic. She was also loved by her dad and Johnson.

Kimmy, on the other hand, is so workaholic, gym buff, unkind, demonic as Dora said, too perfect, lonely and very envy to Dora. Dad said that when Kimmy was a small girl, she had catched a typhoid fever which make her near genius. Shes was a social type of girl.

Johnson, I dont know if hes really good to Dora or just wanted to manipulate her. Yet, hes the macho, brainy and the executive guy whom Kimmy loved.

Luisito, Daddy, Good but he favors Dora a lot because he thinks Kimmy is a genius and she can be able to survive even with 20% inherit from him.

Mickey, The dog and the reason of reunion of the twin.

Harris, the attorney, The bad guy..hehehe.. He puts rum on his food. Thats weird.

Barry, The handsome and alluring farmer who will become the love interest of Kimmy.

And Kimmy's assistant, who is also her boxing body.

Elena, The maid with the Visayan tougue making Mam Kimmy to Mam Kiyeme.

The story came to live when Kimmy was kidnapped because she was mistaken to be Dora.
Kimmy was able to outwit her kidnappers and she came to Barry's town. Barry was a simple farmer who taught Kimmy how to live a simple life. While this take place, Dora replaces Kimmy with the help of Johnson. Such a funny face, coz there was scene where Kimmy and Dora have to appear to their father but becoz Kimmy was kidnapped Dora had to pretend she is Kimmy.

There was also a scene where Kimmy was trying to seduce Johnson in the pool and she used the unforgettable script of Nothing Hill with a twist. " Im just a girl floating in front of a man asking him to love her." Hehehe. What a shame?

There was also this scene, where Kimmy was trapped by the police accusing her the mastermind of DOra's kidnapping. Laser guns where like infra red toys we buy in the store making different shapes.

Eugene was able to portrait both characters differently with a hilarious acting yet on a intelligent ways.

This movie is a must seen... If you wanted to laugh out loud.. Im giving this a 10 in rating.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

PLANS

Plans..
was i out of the scene these past few days. I was able to renewed by contract which can i say is ok. But no deal at all. Why? maybe because the offer was ok to a single person like me with just a simple responsibilities in life.

Hope my incoming birthday will be great. Wish i will have a good karma coz i will do some forgiving to a person.

Plans....

Im planning to buy my very first owned havaianas as a birthday gift for myself but i hope i will find what ive been looking for.

Pay my braces in full.

Be thrifthy in every way. For me to have enough money for a house downpayment for my next year's birthday. Hope i can able to buy sooner..

Have a good paying job to be able to be a philanthropist someday..hehehe

I will finish my teaching courses i still have 12 units. I wanted to teach pre-school kids when i will have enough resources to be able support me and my future child.

Add something on my so called 9% annual income.

Thats all for now. Have to get some sleep.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

TAROT

Just now, We have watched a Filipino horror movie again or should i say it is not just a horror movie its a love and horror story combine plus some drama.

Tarot...according to dictionary.com
any of a set of 22 playing cards bearing allegorical representations, used for fortunetelling and as trump cards in tarok.

Well, the story was about the two couple, Miguel and Cara, who was lost in the forest. Miguel was officially lost in the forest for weeks and Cara found him by the used of Lola Auring's Tarot Cards. The tarot card was from the leader of the cult, who was Cara's lolo. He was the supremo who orders to commit a mass suicidal but was not able to do the thing which in return hunted by the souls of members of the cult.

Lola Auring's and Cara's dad death was foretold by Cara when she was only a child causing Diana, Cara's mother to bury the the tarot together with Lola Auring. After getting the tarot and using it, one by one people near to Cara dies including her mother and Lola Openg.

Lola Openg, the best friend of Auring told Cara the it is bad to get the tarot from the death unless it was given to you by the beloved one. To stop this Cara has to intervine with death caused by the tarot.

Because of this history was entwine with the present.

The supremo learned that Cara was his grand daughter and given his life to be able to stop the cursed caused by him. Miguel also died in the movie while Cara was pregnant with him.

Sorry but i found that this movie is to boring to be a horror movie more love story and drama movie. Sorry but i think i wasted my 120 pesos in watching this movie.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

UP my first 3D movie

Sorry for the late updates about the movie UP.

I was alone when i watched this movie because no one wants to join so i decided to just go watch it alone.

Well, This is just a synopsis of the the movie hope this will not be long as my other synopsis.

The movie revolves around the adventure of Carl Fredricksen a 78 year old who wanted to fullfil Allie's dream who is his wife to go to the lost land of South Africa and build their house near the falls. He was not alone on his trip he accidentally bring with him Russell, the 8 year old wilderness explorer with such optimism and hes so cute.

Carl ties thousand of balloons in the chimney of the house to be able to move up and also his escape scheme.

In their journey, they met Dug the talking dog owned by Charles Muntz and will became Carls dog.
Charles was the idol of Ellie and Carl. He was also the villain of the story and owns the metal flying balloon which will became Carl's home.
Kevin, the bird Charles wanted to catch. The bird who Russells love to much and wanted to save from Charles.

Can i say that you have to watch the movie done just reading it from any review because it is so cute and interesting. The movie was quite touchy in the best way. There is a lot to learn in this movie. If i will going to rate this movie it will be a 10 the highest rating.

Here is the official website of the movie http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/up/
the cast http://www.fandango.com/up_114055/movieoverview?date=7/22/2009
the story plot http://www.moviezen.com/movie/up-2009/story
plus the trailer



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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Why you're not rich...

Many people assume they aren't rich because they don't earn enough money. If I only earned a little more, I could save and invest better, they say.The problem with that theory is they were probably making exactly the same argument before their last several raises. Becoming a millionaire has less to do with how much you make, it's how you treat money in your daily life.The list of reasons you may not be rich doesn't end at 10.

Caring what your neighbors think, not being patient, having bad habits, not having goals, not being prepared, trying to make a quick buck, relying on others to handle your money, investing in things you don't understand, being financially afraid and ignoring your finances.

Here are 10 more possible reasons you aren't rich:

You care what your car looks like: A car is a means of transportation to get from one place to another, but many people don't view it that way. Instead, they consider it a reflection of themselves and spend money every two years or so to impress others instead of driving the car for its entire useful life and investing the money saved.

You feel entitlement: If you believe you deserve to live a certain lifestyle, have certain things and spend a certain amount before you have earned to live that way, you will have to borrow money. That large chunk of debt will keep you from building wealth.

You lack diversification: There is a reason one of the oldest pieces of financial advice is to not keep all your eggs in a single basket. Having a diversified investment portfolio makes it much less likely that wealth will suddenly disappear.

You started too late: The magic of compound interest works best over long periods of time. If you find you're always saying there will be time to save and invest in a couple more years, you'll wake up one day to find retirement is just around the corner and there is still nothing in your retirement account.

You don't do what you enjoy: While your job doesn't necessarily need to be your dream job, you need to enjoy it. If you choose a job you don't like just for the money, you'll likely spend all that extra cash trying to relieve the stress of doing work you hate.

You don't like to learn: You may have assumed that once you graduated from college, there was no need to study or learn. That attitude might be enough to get you your first job or keep you employed, but it will never make you rich. A willingness to learn to improve your career and finances are essential if you want to eventually become wealthy.

You buy things you don't use: Take a look around your house, in the closets, basement, attic and garage and see if there are a lot of things you haven't used in the past year. If there are, chances are that all those things you purchased were wasted money that could have been used to increase your net worth.You don't understand value: You buy things for any number of reasons besides the value that the purchase brings to you. This is not limited to those who feel the need to buy the most expensive items, but can also apply to those who always purchase the cheapest goods. Rarely are either the best value, and it's only when you learn to purchase good value that you have money left over to invest for your futureYour house is too big: When you buy a house that is bigger than you can afford or need, you end up spending extra money on longer debt payments, increased taxes, higher upkeep and more things to fill it. Some people will try to argue that the increased value of the house makes it a good investment, but the truth is that unless you are willing to downgrade your living standards, which most people are not, it will never be a liquid asset or money that you can ever use and enjoy.

You fail to take advantage of opportunities: There has probably been more than one occasion where you heard about someone who has made it big and thought to yourself, "I could have thought of that." There are plenty of opportunities if you have the will and determination to keep your eyes open.

Down the Drain

Pissed off.

This day was one of the bad days i have coz all my plans were crushed.
I was about to see a movie yet becoz of someone's unplanned business i have to stay home.
That dumbed house, i do not have to do anything about it yet it was a pest to me. I was not talking about my mom's house.

Irresponsibility was not my problem it was hers.
Promises that was broken was one of the reasons behind these. How many times do i have to be responsible for someone's irresponsibility. Hay!!!

Ill promised to myself that this will be the last of it. I hate to admit that i wamt to be bad maybe a week or two will be better. Or should i say that i what to be irresponsible and unplanned and risky person as i am now.

Bulls***.

Im really mad.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

REALITY BITES

This was the first words i saw in the facebook.com i think 2 days from now.
Words that was no meaning to me then. Thinking that its just a shout out from a friend of mine.
But seems these words is what describe my present, future and yesterdays situation im on.
When i was just a child or until i reach my college days i was not that worried. I was selfish then i worries much about myself and my allowance. My plans are more imaginative than reachable.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

I Want to Get A Domain

I am planning to get a domain maybe after August 15, 2009 from godaddy.com.
But still thinking what will be my domain name address. Maybe it had something to do with unix. Becoz thats my job. I will post it here on how to get a domain so others that do not how to get one can have a simple how to on getting one. Maybe ill post some picture too.

LADY GAGA

I love LADY GAGA. I love her personality.
I will post something here about Lady Gaga after i get all the information about her after some research i will be doing for the next days. So watch out.

Team Building

Last night was the 5th team building i attended. Can i say that every team building i attended to my team emerged as the champion. Cash was not included in such plays but i guess food is most of the prize given.
I hope next time i can have a team building who will give a sack of rice as the grand prize. I guess I will be happy by then.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

how-to-make-money-from-your-blog

Today, i was searching on what to blog when suddenly i remember Johnell telling how it was earning money thru blogging i was curious on how will i do such so i search www.google.com for some good answer.
This site came out first on the search engine.

http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/05/how-to-make-money-from-your-blog/

Well, As i was reading the site on how to make money from your blog by Steve i have asked myself do i love blogging? then the answer is yes.
Just now i realized that blogging is some kind become a medicine to me. An addiction that i can no longer control its like part of my routine if not daily maybe weekly or monthly. I can post anything here without anybody who knew me knows that it was me doing this blog. Its just like a hidden right to be anonymous to others you know. Its like being secretive in a very nice way or other. Hehehehe.

back to the topic. These words echoes to my mind
"Don’t let someone else’s success make you feel diminished or jealous. Let it inspire you instead."
yeah right! How can i not be jealous of any one like the author if hes getting a sum amount of money by just doing what he liked best.

" Again, making mistakes is not the issue. Missing opportunities is."
I will grab opportunities this time around...Wait can you tell me what kind? I will learn about CARNIVAL Blog.. Clowns??? maybe later after i finish the reading the 7300 words the author had published..Read...Read..Read

"immature people generally aren’t interested in personal development."
Duh?? Maturity.. i think people is having no choice about the ads we put on our site...They just have to live with it..

"“You know, Steve. Your web site seems to contain an awful lot of ads.” Of course I’m aware of it. I’m the one who put the ads there. "
This is the answer of the above immaturity issue..Way to go Steve.
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List of Multiple streams of Income
Google Adsense ads (pay per click and pay per impression advertising)
Donations (via PayPal or snail mail — yes, some people do mail a check)
Text Link Ads (sold for a fixed amount per month)
Chitika eMiniMalls ads (pay per click)
Affiliate programs like Amazon and LinkShare (commission on products sold, mostly books)
Advertising sold to individual advertisers (three-month campaigns or longer)

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"I love automated income. With this blog I currently have no sales, no employees, no products, no inventory, no credit card processing, no fraud, and no customers. And yet I’m still able to generate a reasonable (and growing) income."
Me too...Will i be like Steve..Maybe someday.. :)

"A few months ago, I signed up for an account with Text Link Ads."
Why is this not included in multiple streams above.

"I don’t think you’ll get very far if money is your #1 motivation for blogging. You have to be driven by something much deeper. Money is just frosting. "
I guess the passion to write and help you and others. And as well your love on what you are doing.

OK! i have read the 7500 word from Steve wish i will be more of him these days..
THANKS STEVE for a wonderful post.

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU

I was inside the bus when i heard this song. The Korean version of this was good enough, but it will be ok if i will heard the english version.
Thanks to the Wonder Girls for this song. Below is the lyrics.

Monday, August 3, 2009

I Have Fallen In Love (With The Same Woman Three Times)

This just posted to me by a friend.
While i was reading this poem by the former Sen. Ninoy Aquino to former Pres. Corazon Aquino i became sad about what it was living without a partner you most loved all your life.
I wonder how President Aquino handle the situation by herself. Situations that even her husband knew that they were tough to handle.
I think battling is hard for her though there are people by her side. People that are supporting her all the way.
GOD must have his ways of making a simple housewife like Tita Cory to be tough even in times that is really hard for a human like her.
All i can say is, I do SALUTE TITA CORY for a job well done and may you be at PEACE with the LORD.

I Have Fallen In Love (With The Same Woman Three Times)
By Ninoy Aquino to Corazon Aquino

I have fallen in love

With the same woman three times
In a day spanning nineteen years
Of tearful joys and joyful tearsI loved her first when she was young
Enchanting, brilliant, middle-strung
Vibrant, fragrant, eternally new
Cool, invigorating as the morning dew.
Desperate, she shared, quieted my despairs
Hopeful, she fanned the fires of my hopes
Lavished me with days of bliss and peace,
Endless, perpetual days of fond memories.
She is my hope;
I do not wish to realize
Hence my hope; forever green, eternal prize
My life transcending life, my ultimate quest
Dream of my life for whom I’ll spare no rest.

I fell in love
the same woman the second time
When first she bore her child and mine
The first fruit of our union and our love.
The pains and anguish of motherhood she braved
Loved her children, their love she deservedly craved
Times were she hung on the very brink of death,
Unflinchingly fulfilling her mission to procreate.
In politics I plunged, she was always by my side,
Steadfast, uncomplaining, helping to turn the tide,
Amidst hardship, her rare courage would not relent
She was my secret weapon, the source of my strength.
The world was my concern, our home her domain,
The people mine, the children hers to maintain,
So it was in those eighteen years and a day
Till I was detained, forced in prison to stay.

Suddenly she became our sole support
Wellspring of hope, source of comfort
On her shoulders fell the burden of life
She emerged our captain in the sea of strife.

I fell in love again
With the same woman the third
from the battle, undaunted, unafraid,
Calm composed, she is God’s lovely maid.
It has been a year of many disappointments
Endless dark nights, long days of sad lament,
Of grave doubts, frustrations, bitter desolations,
Of privations, untold indignities, humiliations.

Dreams became nightmares; hopes, despair.
Rally to freedom’s call, no one will dare.
Future is obscured, life has lost its meaning,
The tunnel is long, we’re only at the beginning.

Leaders I admired, whose advice I sought
Became fallen idols, their souls were bought,
Their conscience they bartered for “soft” convenience,
Due to despicable cowardice, they’ve lost their patience.

Leaders became dealers, begging for part of the spoils,
Forgetting the value, the essence of the hottest toil,
Paralyzed be fear, they joined the amoral dictator,
Defending, waving the bloody flag of the new oppressor.

The pillars of society became the props of tyranny
Be realistic,” they urged, “if not for safety, for money.
”It is useless to resist, the tyrant is too strong,
Yet aware, with their help the tyranny will prolong.

Mother Pilipinas weeps, her noble sons are gone,
Her land of the morning, is now of the setting sun,
Back to her dungeon in chains she’s been returned;
For all her sacrifices, this is what she earned.

The night is cold and dark, there are no stars,
Our prisons are full, our souls wrinkled with scars,
Afflicted, persecuted, struck down but not crushed,
soon will this blight be erased by Allah’s brush?

My only escape is to cling to the woman of my
gave me a life full of love, a love full of life,
She is my urge to live, my sole motivation to survive,
She taught me not only to dream, but to make dreams alive.

Fight on! She says:
Let not the guiltless ghost depart.
Your pains, our people know are caused by a thousand darts,
But be assuaged, remember the Filipino, his story, his past,
Soon, very soon, the tyrant will choke in his greedy power lust

What to blog

Im at home doing nothing.
Still thinking what will be my next topic to blog.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

TRUE ASIAN HORROR

Need to update this my blog.
As i was watching Discovery Channel last Friday they place ads about True Asian Horror.
Thinking that this is another way of Discovery Channel thanking the viewers in Asia. Did i not tell you that i love browsing channels and my nanay always snatched the TV's remote control at my hand.
I was quiet so happy about it because i myself love watching horror movies.
Saturday 9PM came..
...Asian Horror Movies...
A two part episode documentary about horror movies and how they get this ideas.
Which covered my Saturday and Sunday 9PM slot.
Thanks to the one who upload these in you tube.

ENJOY!!

PART 1


PART 2


PART 3


PART 4


PART 5

Thursday, July 2, 2009

VILLA ESTRELLA

Yesterday, me and my older sister watch Villa Estrella at SM Southmall Cinema 2.
Maybe now you are asking why i have watch the movie, maybe because we are used to watch Tagalog horror movies. Some says its very jologs to watch these kind of movies but sometimes you will see that Filipino movies can be compare to Hollywood movies but lesser the effect. I wonder if Pinoy directors and producer were given more opportunity and more budget and breaks then we can says we can infiltrate Hollywood movies.

Ok, so much of my day dreaming.. hehehe

Taste first the trailer of the movie before i gave out a synopsis and a feedback about this.




Hope, you liked the teaser.

Here is my synopsis and feedback..

Well, The movie starts at the house of Anna played by
Shaina Magdayao who is sleeping but was awake because of a bad dreams (usually someone that is being drowned) and later she packing her things and decided to flee to his father played by John Estrada with the help of his boyfriend Dennis played by Geoff_Eigenmann. Anna's father is an alcoholic and a smoker and he always physically hurting Anna when he's drunk, actually he emotionally and physically torturing her. i can say that he is just too coward of everything that is why he is doing power tripping to Anna(just my opinion.)
Back to the movie. But Anna was not able to do it as plan because she remembers what her mother(Yayo Martinez) said about not leaving her father. And looked at her locket with the picture of her mother inside.
Morning came and she was informed by her father that Alex played by
Jake_Cuenca, will come to be picked her up for some business purposes(Wow! the car is a BMW). Actually, Alex and Anna are childhood friends because their father are i think best of friends. With this situation both party wanted an arrange marriage except for Anna. Well, Alex loves Anna so much in this movie.
The next scene was in the car where Alex and Anna was talking about the relationship. Alex was Anna's ex boyfriend. But, Anna think that Alex has the same personality as her father who is a dictator so this means she do not want to take back Alex in her life. Poor Alex.
Alex informed Anna that they are going to Villa Estrella. This is an old resort owned by their families.

Villa Estrella, the real story started.

Mang Agusting, the care taker of the resort who suffers alot upon learning that her daughter Ading got lost. Some say that her daughter flee with his boyfriend or she was already dead which he never believed. There was a belief that you can see the soul of a dead person when you look at the mirror at night. Almost every night the poor care taker look at the mirror in the woods. He also wants cornick (sun dried and oil cooked corn).

Aling Susy, she's the all around helper of the resort and the mother of Karen and Giselle.

Karen, a little girl who is about 7 to 10 years old. A crippled child with an imaginary friend Danica. Danica is her friend who died in pool drowning inside Villa Estrella while saving Karen's doll. Such a friendly child.

Giselle, older sister of Karen with a mysterious act.

This was this mysterious teenage girl whom met Anna met in the resort which is being played by
Maja Salvador.

Guess i already put almost all the character.

Let's get started.
Well, when Alex and Anna arrived at the the place they were met by Mang Agusting and Alex's uncle who i think the over all in-change of the renovation of the resort. Mang Agusting recognized Anna but Anna was not able to recognized the old man. He also offer her cornick and was called to checked something.

Anna felt the eerie while inside the resort. A pool with water which is so dirty but i guess not that smelly because people to stay in this part of the Villa.

While shes checking the place she was able to meet Karen. Karen introduced her to Danica. Then came Aling Susy. The middle aged woman told Anna about Danica. Then came the mysterious girl.

Because of some reasons. Anna and Alex decided stay for a night in the resort. Because of this Anna called Dennis and told him about the situation. Dennis decided to go to Villa Estrella with his friend played by the commediane Estong.

Alex's uncle and his friend was drinking beside the pool. One by one they were pulled by an Algae child or woman.

At night, Karen was awake by a child i dont know if this is Danica. The child was so mean and eerie. She told Karen that doll was in the pool so Karen tried to get the doll she was pulled in the pool. Her mother and everybody was looking for her. Then they came to the pool and Karen came to out of the water with such a different personality but of course this was not notice by everyone except by Anna.

Anna was left in the pool. It was her turned pulled by the pool. She remembered what blind palm reader told her that when shes in the middle of death and life, a good soul will then guide her towards the light which is happening that very moment(Well, i guess if the movie have a lot of water scene that will be nice). Alex saved her. She got unconcious. When she was awake, Maja Salvador was beside her. Maja noticed the colloid on the her back asked her where she get that Anna told Maja that she was cause by her father.

Dennis came and tried to get Anna but Alex was able to discovered this so the men got into one on one fight with the help of Dennis' friend. Anna was left in the pool. The 3 was able to knocked down Alex.

While on their way, Anna noticed that her locket was missing because of this they got back in the resort. Dennis friend looked it in the pool using a net. Estong was not able to retrieved clothes.
Of course, Estong became the victim. But before he was eaten by the pool. He said the most funniest script in the movie. " Are you a monster, an alien?". Hehehehe. With such facial and a face like that what should i do laugh out loud. Because of this, the two decided to stay in the tree house.

Well, the next morning came. Dennis decided to look for his friend. He was trapped inside a hole and was unconcious for quiet sometime.

Anna was awake and looking for Dennis. She sees Aling Susy packing their things inside a jeep because of what happened the other night. Anna was able to met Giselle for the first time which she was mistaken to be Maja Salvador. She gave Karen her sketch. The girl said "This is not me!". Weird but the crippled girl was healed with a nasty attitude. Anna camed to her senses and realized that Maja was already death. In the house, Maja was asking Anna if she know about her. That she was not help by Anna during her death.

Dennis was awake and unable to get someone's help he decided to check whats the other side of the cave. Inside he discovered a corpse beneath the pool, with a bracelet with a the name "ANDREA" engrave to it . He was able to go to the bridge in the entrance of Villa Estrella and sees Alex's father.

After Dennis introduced himself to Alex's father and told him about the corpse he was killed by the man using a gun. He felt in the bridge and died immediately. Upon knowing this Alex's father told Anna's father about the incident so they decided leave the place.

Alex's father was beside the pool. The Algae woman who came to be Andrea. She killed him and pulled her in the pool.

Anna's father and Alex was fighting because of Anna. Anna run into the room of Man Ading and was able to discover an Altar with the picture of Andrea on it.

Flashback of what had happened. Andrea was the only child of Mang Agusting and a friend to Anna when she was a child. Was killed and raped by Anna's and Alex's fathers and Anna witnessed the whole thing but was afraid to her father that is why she just kept quite.

Anna told Mang Augustin that Andrea was already death. Anna's father is pulling her outside the villa to escaped Mang Agusting killed Anna's father using a knife.

Anna was so afraid Andrea came to her. She told how it was losing someone and wanted to use the leading character's body to be able to hug her father but Anna was hesitated because she have to face death for Andrea to get her body.

Next scene, she sees her locket in the next the woman's statue in the side of the pool.Trying to get necklace the whole statue anf Anna fell in the pool. Again, she sees Andrea as the one get her body and a bad soul and her mother as the good soul.

Years after, Anna and Alex get married and Mang Agusting as theiw houseboy. Andrea inside the body of Anna.

The ending was it was Anna's turn to reclaimed her body.

That's all..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Small and Sickly and Stressed

Small i know im small. But they told me im cute(they just told me, again this is my blog i can everything).

Sickly, I became so sickly these past few weeks maybe because of lack of sleep and a clogging ears because of colds which is so typical with me that is why i hate colds. Colds kills me, the middle part between my jaws and ears ache. I guess i also got a slight fever and a lot of body ache. Still not feeling well. I guess my 2 days sick leave every Monday is enough. Monday sickness but no just sick i guess.

Stressed, always work issues. Since we are now few in our team, we just have to stick with the lousy schedule
to be able to accomodate the work. Maybe this is also one of the reason why i got sick these past few weeks until now.

Last Sunday, after work i was so sickly i almost vomit inside the bus but because of mind controlling i never did.

Thank GOD i got home in one piece.

At home, i just do my night routine got to sleep even my Nanay is pushing me to eat something. I wonder why when im sick i do not want to eat. I was so afraid to sleep that time because i afraid that i never be awake the next morning. Silly isnt it but that was i felt back then. The next morning, I ate around 3am and go back to sleep then around 9:30am go to the doctor.

Dr. Tan, the best doctor in town. Hope my doctor never mind if i say my thanks to him thru my blog. hahaha.

Found out that its just an allergy problem, a 30 day treatment. Worst of all, i got a flu shot. Why? I am afraid of injections. I felt i was a child when i got the shot because my Nanay and my doctor is very eager to give it to me. This is what happened, my Nanay told the doctor that i was commuting to work every single day so i needed protection so badly from A(N1H1). You know the scary air borne flu virus affecting almost fifteen thousand people around the world and killing almost 150 people. With that signal Dr. Tan opened his bag get the injection,anti flu liquid, cotton and alcohol. Put the liquid in the container and pour alcohol in the cotton. Put the cotton in my upper arm and without hesitation injected the anti flu at that part. I can even see my Nanay standing in her sit and i was thinking that she will hold me if i declined to be injected. See, is that a sweet thing my Nanay did to me. And ouch that cost me pain and 1,500 pesos. My arm was aching for almost 3 days.

Mind you, I think i have insomia eversince i got sick but i was happy i have overcomed it today. I almost drink all the milk in our ref and drink almost half of honey. hahaha.

But because of what happened I was able to appreciate my family so much.

I LOVE YOU MY FAMILY!! I GUESS I CAN DO EVERYTHING starting today to make you happy. I guess kisses, hugs and i love yous are not enough for me to show appreciation.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Next Attraction

Well, to start with, I watched the movie DRAG ME TO HELL last night.
With my office mate Alan, Chard and Kuya Renan.

Actually, it was really Alan's and my idea to watch a movie but definitely this was not the movie we first intended to watch, it was ANGELS and DEMONS back then. But due to some workaholic reasons i was not able to attend our first planned movie outing.hehehe.

Back to the topic, DRAG ME TO HELL directed by Sam Raimi, who is also the director of the Spiderman movie series and the producer of the Grudge series also.

The movie never scares me. Can i say that the movie was so lame?
When i first saw the movie trailer in the moviehouse, in youtube and in our TV set, i was really excited about it. Imagine we watch the movie in its first day showing. Can is say that Chard's 600 pesos all worth it?

I can say that the movie is really so gross. From the start of the movie until the end. Christine Brown(Alison Lohman) who works in a loan company and the cursed one ate almost everything. From Mrs Ganush's saliva and even the mud in the cemetry.

Christine was cursed because she never granted an extension on Mrs. Ganush's loan, who is a malevolent gypsy. I loved the part where Mrs. SlyviaGanush(Lorna Raver) told Christine that " I never begged for my whole life and this is the first time i did it and you shamed me", I hope i remembered the statement right. Those word really strucked me. What if those things happened to me where i have to live in the street because my house is foreclosure due to the loan i can not pay. Maybe i will also cursed the bank loan officer. Hahahaha. Just joking.

Back to the movie again.
How Christine was cursed? Using a button of her coat. Wait seems that im so groggy right now.
I'll better get some sleep and edit this later. hehhehe.

Well, again back to what im saying, about the movie.

The first scene was inside the loan company where Christine was working and she was talking to her boss, Mr Jacks(David Paymer) about the managerial position which she was aiming to get, so to cut off the story short, she just simply become the goody good girl to almost everyone in the story except for Mrs Ganush. Then the next sequence in the story was her boyfriend Clay Dalton(Justin Long who also played Darry Jenner[his head was ripped by the creepers] in Jeepers Creepers and also the voice of Alvin and the Chipmunks) talking to his mother about his ex-girlfriend and Christine over heared those things making her miserable. Then came my favorite scene where the first encountered with Mrs Ganush. At first, Mrs Ganush was so kind to Christine and the latter just pity the former about her miserable life, can i say that Mrs Ganush seems to be a bit weird and yucky..heheehe because of her saliva in her almost semi black false teeth she put in Christine's table while the latter is to talking to her boss about the loan. Well, eventually Christine never gave Mrs Ganush the loan that's why she was cursed. Next was in the parking area where the cursing take place if im going to type almost all this scene or i will be entering into a next topic of this blog.( This time is so enjoyable people inside the movie house are screaming... hahaha. Alan just commented that "Seems that they have alot of energy to burn bwahahaha.." . All i can say about this scene transport you in a scene of Shaolin Soccer.)

Christine just lost her consciousness and the next scene was of course she was reporting everything with a policemen then her boyfriend came. While she was walking home with his boyfriend they came into a fortune teller store where the met Rham Jas (Dileep Rao), greedy fortune teller i guess. Asking for a 100 dollars for his service. This time the charaters learned that a dark spirit was upon her.
At home, the house was a vintage, Christine was attacked by a Goat like monster who is so powerful yet invinsible. Who cut the power in her house, bruised her, pushed her, put her in the air and most specially ruined her room. This time around Clay is so supportive to her gf yet i think his thinking that shes crazy because of the trauma about the encouter with the gypsy.

Morning came, a fly just came in Christine nose while sees asleep and dreaming about Ganush attacking her again. Cough cough and cough, shes coughing. Ariving in the office with a sosy convertible car rented by Clay. At the office, Mr Jacks told Christine that her big transaction with a her client is doing well. Christine was quite a mess. Why? Because Mr Jacks' finger turn Mrs Ganush' s finger tapping her desk. Cough! Nosebleed! Seems that all Christine's blood just came out in her nose coating Mr Jacks(Hello Director, can you please lessen the blood next time maybe just a cup or glass but not a bucket..because it makes the movie lame).

Fleeing to work and decided going to Mrs Slyvia's house (i wonder where she get the address) where she met Ilenka Ganush( Bojana Novakovic) the gypsy's granddaughter this is the time where Christine learned that Slyvia just die the previous night. After knocking the coffin she was attacked by Ganush corpse and Ilenka just think that Christine deserves it.
Cursed one just went again to Rham. Rham just told her that it was a Lamia and she only got 3 days to be drag to hell and just need to offer a blood. She offer her poor kitty (its like a philippine cat we can see in the street which we often called Pusakal, short for Pusang Kalye)

Visiting her fabulous in laws while she was thinking that the cursed was already stopped but again the Lamia came to torment her. This time Rham told the couple about Shaun San Dena ( Adriana Barraza) who can help our lead actress, that the Shaun had a previous encounter with the demon but they should pay 10,000 dollars.

Christine decided to produced that huge amount of money until Clay decided to pay for her(i love you, Clay). Then, the next day Rham and Christine goes to the beautiful place of Shaun(10,000 worth of chandelier i guess). Just a normal scenarios of calling the anyone from down under. The Shaun dies because of that. Rham told Christine that this is not over yet and there was this idea giving gifts to the death. On her way to the cementry she encountered Mrs Ganush possessed handherchief which she ripped it in two.

The graveyard, Christine dugged the ground where Ms Ganush laid, give the white envelop containing the button in her mouth(I wonder if she didnt smell the fool odor) then it rains hard enough to fill out the dugged place that became a pool like mud and water. Having a hard to get off the muddy . I guess, this is the funniest part of the movie where she was struck by a big silver cross in the cemetery..hehehe(Again, If i will be the script writter i should let Clay saved her whoa.). But instead just a few minutes she just came back to life and manage to escaped the pool.

Next morning came, the couple decided to go out of town. She got a beautiful coat for the event. Till they met in the train station, actually i think Clay is proposing to her but to my dismay Clay give her the enveloped containing the button which was fell off in Clay's car last night. Scared or rather idiotic scene she went out of balance the ended in the railway and a train is fast approaching. The ground opened up and swallowed Christine. Poor Christine should i say.

Well, the movie got a lot of sound effect and mind you Reggie Lee (Chinese Filipino, who was known in the Phillipines about I think his role in Pirates of Caribbean)who also played as Stu Rubin Christine opponent to the managerial position and also the one who stoled the planned and papers about Christine's biggest loan transaction and the first person Christine decided give out the button but because she pity the man she never did it.

Hope my next movie synopsis is not that long. heeheh. Bare with me this time around.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Our ventilation just went off

Huhuhuhu.
The aircon just went out for 2 days now. With this kind of weather i hope that the aircon will be the last to go in our room. My Nanay has been contacting someone to fixed that aircon. And im hoping that its was just a simple problem else worst comes to worst we just have to buy a new one. That will cost us a lot of money.

Hay!!!
MONEY always money matters.. I thought love can make us alive according to a song but these past months its been all about the money. Hoping that one day people will realized that its not the money that is keeping us alive its the love for one other that makes this world go round and round. But i know that all of us, in our inner side think that its love and not the money that giving us the happiness in our lives but come to think of it our ways and deeds its always keeping us for not living LOVE but loving the money. Guess its just a human thing. Thinking that material things are the one that will make our loved ones happy. Well, I remember when i was young. Things are just simple, as a child your only concerns are like; what kind of pasalubong(this is usually a take out food) will my Nanay got for us? or what will i buy with my allowance in the canteen? and so on. So many petty things that will make a child smile.
I knew a friend who is taking pictures of her money, from Peso to Dollars to Euros. She will always make it a point that she will put all her money in the bed and take a picture of them before she spend every single penny of it but the weirdest part is posting it in her friendster account. Sweet...
Just remember that Jesus told us to live life as a child. Imagine all people living that way maybe we will be in the next Heaven. This is just my opinion in my own blog. Im not exempting myself on all of this issues i posted in this. People needs money to live but we have to consider if these things can make us happy. I'll always thought that we are responsible in our own happiness.

Hope ill be responsible too on my future in my OWN ways....

Im still excited in my future..

Seems that nowadays i was so excited about my future. For the last few months i do not have any plans yet all i want is to be stable but still do not know how? Why? becoz i was so busy thinking about my past. Still have to move on until i came and see a blog that opened up everything for me. Coz i was deceived and i was so ignorant about life then. But now im stronger much stronger than was before.

But now my future is waving back at me with so much color on it. I was so happy that i even try to scream out when i was inside the bathroom why again? because i never told my family about my future plans till all my plans come to life. Secretive no just im just realistic about it.

Got to go.. its dinner time already.. Maybe ill try to update this tommorrow.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Living my life as it was before?

Hmmmppp still thinking what to write?
Think ... Think... Think
Bwahhh... Where's my first writings just when out after i highlight everything...
Too naive of me...

I was thinking now to buy a new digicam for this blogsite but im was wondering where can i get the huge amount of money for me to be able to buy a nice one. hehehe. But im thinking the most if i will sent my CV to my agent for me to have a new job or i sent it to my college friend instead or will just wait for calls because i have updated my resume in http://jobstreet.com.ph or finish my contract with my existing company. I work as a contractual employee and deployed in one of the largest computer company in the Philippines. As a contractual employee i need to pay my company some of money if i will never finish my 1 year contract with them..

hay!!! decision making sucks a lot..

Im poor with it. Maybe someday ill be good.

But i still cannot resists my agent's offer but i was wondering if i will pass the interview got a lot of hoping that i will.

Hope after i finish eating my twin popsies (this is a joined popsicles ) i will also finish this entry hehehe. But twin popsies are too expensive nowadays. It was 25 pesos? What!!!?? When i was a child there was a time that me and my siblings was hooked up with it, its was only 5 pesos. I remember buying 2 to 3 twin popsies and finish all of them in one eating while hiding because im sure that if my siblings will find out that i have twin popsies they will asked me to give them a stick. too childish? hahaha.. BAD GIRL indeed.

Again, There was the sticks of my popsicles lying in the trash bin. Brrrppp.. Hope i can take a picture of it. Back of thinking of buying a new digicam just like what Momi Wends have. Its a Canon brand with 10 megapixels.
Im planning on buying a Sony cybershoot one but again to expensive for me. Should i use my credit card in buying? Hope i have a lot of money and learned how to be a thrifthy buyer instead a impulse buyer like i used to be. Got a lot hoping and praying this time around.

For me, to not experience rainy days again. hahaha.. Guess you are thinking that i spend my salary on such lame things. Well, your right and your wrong. First i spent a lot of it, in things that gives me energy, food. You think that im fat, well im not. Friends and families think that im thin they do not knew that i was eating drastically, a lot of oil and carbo and caffeine in take because of fast foods and junk foods plus a hot coffee addict. 2nd i spent them on materials things such as pants, t-shirt and many more. But sometimes when i become a impulse buyer i just buy without thinking if can i use it everyday. Did i told you that i watched the "CONFESSION OF A SHOPACHOLIC" for me to know if im really a shopaholic well im not again. I just brought a thing or two if im stressed out. Im paying my credits on time.
Got to park my pen. My Nanay needs my assistance. Till then.


 
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